Dear Daughters,
Last week I was walking outside and saw three groups of geese, flying in their typical V formations, each following the other. Because it had been a hard day – Grandpa is failing and the extra care that entails, the pandemic which is affecting us all – I longed to hop on one of those geese and fly away into the beautiful blue sky.
I remember when caring for Grandma at the end stages of dementia over three years ago, I had the same thought – wanting to run away from responsibilities, flee from the hard stuff, fly away and be free of trouble, heartache, aging and death.
So, last night I watched the movie Winged Migration thinking I could imagine the carefree, flying-high life of a bird. It’s a lovely 2002 film chronicling the migration patterns of storks, swan, geese, eagles, sage grouse, terns, penguins and other feathered friends I had never heard of before.
I had no idea that many of these birds travel from 1,000 to 2,500 miles every year. Now I know there are lots of good wind currents available for flying up above the earth but that’s still a lot of wing flapping and energy exerted as they fly from one continent to another.
While watching the movie I learned about the many obstacles migrating birds face as they fly on their yearly journeys.
*They often endure hostile weather conditions, storms which may blow them off their intended path.
*Their vulnerability to predators, both human, animal and other birds of prey, is considerably worse than what I imagined.
*Collisions with objects like tall buildings, airplanes or wind turbines can be an unexpected danger.
*Inadequate food supplies can lead to starvation of the birds.
After watching the movie and learning about all the hazards these winged creatures face during their travels, my desire to fly away on one of their backs lessened considerably. It often seems like other people or creatures have it easier than me, and sometimes I become a bit discouraged. But the other day I heard a quote by Katherine Wolf:
The obsession of a pain-free life is a ridiculous idea.
Spoken from the mouth of a woman who is 38 years old and in a wheel chair because of a brain stem stroke suffered 12 years ago, I was struck by the fact that she lives with such joy. She was pursuing a career as a model when her life took a totally unexpected path.
Katherine and her husband, Jay, have weathered months in hospital and rehab centers yet have together written a book called Suffer Strong. One of their favorite verses is:
…we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character, and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us. Romans 5:3-5
We will suffer in this life, and anyone who tries to tell us that we should never suffer is setting us up for depression and despair. It’s not what we suffer, but how we respond to suffering which is the most important. Yes, life is hard – it has been in the past, it is now, and it will continue to be so. But when we trust God and give Him thanks, even in the hard times, we can have the joy He has come to give.
So, even though we are limited in what we can do, I know God has put you and me in the places we are for such a time as this. He has called us to suffer strong, give thanks, and trust that He is working all things together for good.
I’ve given up the desire to hop on the wings of a goose and fly away into a better life. I will be content now, enjoying the joy God sends every day of my life. I’ll continue to help Grandpa with his oxygen, give him the breathing treatments he needs, wrap his swollen ankles and give thanks for life, for the difficult stuff now, and the good things that are yet to come.
Love, Mom
Recent Comments